I did it again…

Today was supposed to me a good day. 

Today I was supposed to do something I loved and face my anxiety head on!
But as it turns out, I couldn’t. 

I felt numb all over.

Looking all around me, I have never felt so small and insignificant.

My negative thoughts spiralled all around me, until I couldn’t breathe in their whirlpool.

I was drowning.

I had to leave.
So, I did.
I regret it now.