This is my reality. At least for now.
I’m in this rut and I feel as if I’ll never break this cycle.
I’m hardly getting any sleep and I keep going over and over and over in my head, what I could have done differently.
My dreams have been ruined and I still don’t understand why I’m constantly trying in vain, to pick them up.
The bright side?
I have sleeping pills.
And with them, no dreams.